1 00:01:28,130 --> 00:01:29,590 Hi, this is Joshua Corman. 2 00:01:31,341 --> 00:01:33,510 Yeah, I'm gonna need a sub for today. 3 00:03:16,113 --> 00:03:18,156 Hello, may I have your ID number? 4 00:03:18,240 --> 00:03:20,742 -Is this a person? -Yes. 5 00:03:20,826 --> 00:03:23,579 Really? You don't sound, like, human. 6 00:03:24,162 --> 00:03:25,163 I am. 7 00:03:25,706 --> 00:03:28,750 Okay. Guess that sounded more human. 8 00:03:28,834 --> 00:03:33,755 -May I have your ID number? -Yeah. Sorry, it's ARX875-- 9 00:03:33,839 --> 00:03:35,382 No. That's the group number. 10 00:03:35,465 --> 00:03:37,342 I'm telling you the number it says on this thing. 11 00:03:37,426 --> 00:03:39,344 Why would you have more than one number? 12 00:03:39,428 --> 00:03:40,762 I don't know. 13 00:03:40,846 --> 00:03:44,474 Sorry. Okay, here it is: 4438-- 14 00:03:44,558 --> 00:03:48,645 Sorry, 438-779AH. 15 00:03:49,605 --> 00:03:52,065 Thank you. Who am I speaking with? 16 00:03:52,149 --> 00:03:54,484 I just told you my ID number. Doesn't that tell you who I am? 17 00:03:54,568 --> 00:03:56,445 -I need to verify the information. -Sorry. 18 00:03:56,528 --> 00:04:00,073 -Joshua Corman is my name. -Birth date? 19 00:04:00,157 --> 00:04:02,743 Look, I'm actually having chest pain right now, 20 00:04:02,826 --> 00:04:06,246 and my heart's beating really fast, and I'm breathing kind of short, 21 00:04:06,330 --> 00:04:08,832 so I'd really love to see a doctor as soon as I possibly can 22 00:04:08,916 --> 00:04:10,459 'cause I think I'm having a heart attack 23 00:04:10,542 --> 00:04:12,586 -and I'm not sure how much longer this… -Mr. Corman. 24 00:04:12,669 --> 00:04:14,713 -…could be until it gets really serious. -Mr. Corman! 25 00:04:14,796 --> 00:04:16,048 I need your birth date. 26 00:04:20,302 --> 00:04:22,971 -Doctor's office. -Yes. 27 00:04:23,055 --> 00:04:26,183 Hello, I'd like to make an appointment with Dr. Gorcey, please. 28 00:04:27,226 --> 00:04:29,478 Are you currently a patient of Dr. Gorcey? 29 00:04:29,561 --> 00:04:32,898 Nope. I got the name from my medical network 30 00:04:32,981 --> 00:04:37,319 or… group or situation, whatever it is. 31 00:04:37,402 --> 00:04:41,657 Dr. Gorcey has an opening on November 1st at 10:30. 32 00:04:41,740 --> 00:04:42,908 -You need to get here… -Sorry-- 33 00:04:42,991 --> 00:04:44,701 -…15 minutes early to fill out-- -November? 34 00:04:44,785 --> 00:04:46,787 Yes. That's her first available time. 35 00:04:47,412 --> 00:04:48,956 Like two months from now? 36 00:04:52,751 --> 00:04:55,629 Can she see me later today? 37 00:04:56,630 --> 00:04:58,507 Is this an emergency? 38 00:05:00,092 --> 00:05:01,385 Feels like an emergency. 39 00:05:02,094 --> 00:05:03,637 Can you be more specific? 40 00:05:04,471 --> 00:05:09,726 Yeah… I'm feeling like just really nervous. 41 00:05:09,810 --> 00:05:11,103 I mean, I've felt nervous before, 42 00:05:11,186 --> 00:05:13,605 but I haven't felt anything like this before at all. 43 00:05:13,689 --> 00:05:16,358 And I thought for a second I was having a heart attack, 44 00:05:16,441 --> 00:05:18,110 which would be weird for someone my age, 45 00:05:18,193 --> 00:05:21,405 but it can happen 'cause I looked it up, and it's possible, but… 46 00:05:21,488 --> 00:05:25,701 Yeah, I just don't know. I feel like it should be getting better. 47 00:05:25,784 --> 00:05:28,620 Like, I'm waiting for it to get better, but it's not. 48 00:05:29,413 --> 00:05:32,875 It's actually feeling a little worse than it was before or… 49 00:05:33,417 --> 00:05:36,503 If this is an emergency, you should hang up and dial 911. 50 00:05:36,587 --> 00:05:39,840 Yeah. No, I know. I just felt like they'd be mad at me. 51 00:05:39,923 --> 00:05:41,884 'Cause there's… 52 00:05:41,967 --> 00:05:44,428 There's a lot of people that have it a lot worse than I do. 53 00:05:44,511 --> 00:05:46,763 And it didn't feel right. So… 54 00:05:47,264 --> 00:05:50,017 If you're able to drive, you can go to an urgent care. 55 00:05:50,100 --> 00:05:52,227 Yeah, but it's so much money. I can't afford that. 56 00:05:52,311 --> 00:05:54,354 I don't have that. 57 00:05:54,897 --> 00:05:56,481 I'm not sure what to tell you. 58 00:05:59,776 --> 00:06:02,446 -Are you still there? -Yep. I am. 59 00:06:05,741 --> 00:06:07,034 I just need help. 60 00:06:09,620 --> 00:06:11,830 Have you tried focusing on your breathing? 61 00:06:11,914 --> 00:06:13,123 For fuck's sake! 62 00:06:13,207 --> 00:06:15,918 -Please don't talk like that to me. -You know what? I'm breathing fine. 63 00:06:16,001 --> 00:06:18,670 I can't go to work, I can't sit still, I can't think right, 64 00:06:18,754 --> 00:06:21,924 but I'm fucking breathing, so thank you so much for your help! 65 00:06:47,699 --> 00:06:48,700 Hey. 66 00:06:48,784 --> 00:06:51,537 You have anxiety sometimes, right? 67 00:06:52,037 --> 00:06:53,038 Yeah. 68 00:06:53,121 --> 00:06:54,790 You ever take anything for that? 69 00:06:55,582 --> 00:06:57,334 Well, I've taken everything for it. 70 00:06:57,417 --> 00:07:01,964 Zoloft, Celexa, Lexapro. That made me fat. 71 00:07:02,923 --> 00:07:08,303 Paxil, Xanax, Paxil again. Klonopin. Ativan-- 72 00:07:08,387 --> 00:07:11,890 Do you have any of that? 73 00:07:14,768 --> 00:07:16,436 You having an anxiety attack? 74 00:07:19,189 --> 00:07:22,276 Maybe. I don't know. I don't really know exactly what that is. 75 00:07:22,359 --> 00:07:25,821 I've been trying to read about it, but, you know, the Internet is… 76 00:07:27,614 --> 00:07:31,869 I know I never felt like this before. At least, not in a really long time. 77 00:07:33,370 --> 00:07:34,538 What are you feeling? 78 00:07:37,207 --> 00:07:40,335 I guess mostly just scared. 79 00:07:41,753 --> 00:07:43,046 Scared of what? 80 00:07:46,550 --> 00:07:47,801 Stupid shit. 81 00:07:50,095 --> 00:07:53,765 But you can't tell that it's stupid when you're in the middle of it, right? 82 00:07:57,269 --> 00:07:59,271 -You know what I think you need? -What? 83 00:08:00,606 --> 00:08:01,648 Sit down. 84 00:08:04,109 --> 00:08:05,110 What? 85 00:08:09,531 --> 00:08:11,783 I just packed this right before you got here. 86 00:08:11,867 --> 00:08:13,785 There's still half a bowl of fresh greens for you. 87 00:08:13,869 --> 00:08:16,455 -Dude, you know I'm sober. -You were just asking me for pills. 88 00:08:16,538 --> 00:08:18,332 -That's different. -No, a drug is a drug. 89 00:08:18,415 --> 00:08:20,459 I was asking you for medicine. 90 00:08:20,542 --> 00:08:23,253 Trust me, this is medical. Well, it's medical grade. 91 00:08:23,337 --> 00:08:25,047 Can I just please have the Ativan? 92 00:08:26,965 --> 00:08:27,966 Awesome. 93 00:08:29,009 --> 00:08:30,177 All right, buddy. 94 00:08:37,308 --> 00:08:39,227 Hey, can I ask you something? 95 00:08:39,770 --> 00:08:43,607 Why does it take an anxiety attack for you to stop by and say hello? 96 00:08:43,690 --> 00:08:45,817 We've hardly seen each other in the last five years. 97 00:08:45,901 --> 00:08:47,945 -I saw you like two weeks ago. -Besides that. 98 00:08:48,028 --> 00:08:50,322 I don't know, dude. What do you want me to say? 99 00:08:53,242 --> 00:08:54,576 Did Megan not like me? 100 00:08:55,410 --> 00:08:57,162 Of course she liked you. What do you mean? 101 00:08:57,246 --> 00:08:59,248 She never laughed at anything I ever said, not once. 102 00:08:59,331 --> 00:09:01,542 That doesn't mean she doesn't like you. 103 00:09:05,462 --> 00:09:07,840 I'll give you the fucking pill if you admit she didn't like me. 104 00:09:07,923 --> 00:09:09,508 Dude, she liked you. 105 00:09:09,591 --> 00:09:12,094 Why do you care if she liked you? Who cares if someone likes you? 106 00:09:12,177 --> 00:09:13,971 That's dumb to care if someone likes you. 107 00:09:14,054 --> 00:09:16,557 No, it's not. In a way, that's all that matters. 108 00:09:18,934 --> 00:09:21,395 -Okay. Honestly? -Here we go. 109 00:09:22,229 --> 00:09:24,898 -You said that thing about her singing. -I knew that was it. 110 00:09:24,982 --> 00:09:26,984 I knew it. I fucking knew it, dude. 111 00:09:27,067 --> 00:09:28,819 You know that was supposed to be a compliment? 112 00:09:28,902 --> 00:09:30,404 -I know. -How was I supposed to know 113 00:09:30,487 --> 00:09:32,948 -that she didn't like Jewel? -Well, she didn't. 114 00:09:33,907 --> 00:09:36,410 So I said that one thing, and now she just hates me forever? 115 00:09:36,493 --> 00:09:39,329 I mean, I don't think she cares about it anymore. 116 00:09:39,413 --> 00:09:41,665 -When was the last time she brought it up? -I have no idea. 117 00:09:41,748 --> 00:09:44,585 -Well, try to think. -At least a year ago. 118 00:09:46,295 --> 00:09:48,589 -But you guys broke up like a year ago. -Yeah. 119 00:09:48,672 --> 00:09:51,967 -So she talked about that? -Can I just have the pill? 120 00:09:53,093 --> 00:09:54,344 Yeah, whatever. 121 00:09:56,346 --> 00:10:00,267 Shit. This is Adderall. You don't want that. 122 00:10:02,561 --> 00:10:04,980 Listen, man, I gotta get ready for work, 123 00:10:05,063 --> 00:10:07,608 but it's really good seeing you. 124 00:10:10,485 --> 00:10:13,113 We should hang out again, real soon. 125 00:10:13,197 --> 00:10:14,531 Yeah. Definitely. 126 00:10:46,230 --> 00:10:48,357 Yes, this is Josh Corman. 127 00:10:48,440 --> 00:10:51,235 Can you verify the last four digits of your social? 128 00:10:51,318 --> 00:10:52,319 No. 129 00:10:52,945 --> 00:10:54,696 Then I'm afraid I can't help you. 130 00:10:54,780 --> 00:10:57,449 Look, I don't even know if this is some kind of scam or-- 131 00:10:57,533 --> 00:10:59,660 If you received an email from us, 132 00:10:59,743 --> 00:11:03,080 then it means your VISA credit card bill has been delinquent for some time 133 00:11:03,163 --> 00:11:05,457 and our services have been retained to collect payment. 134 00:11:05,541 --> 00:11:07,584 Yeah, but you could be lying. 135 00:11:07,668 --> 00:11:09,461 -Josh, I assure you I am not lying. -Sorry, 136 00:11:09,545 --> 00:11:11,672 can you not call me by my name, please? 137 00:11:11,755 --> 00:11:12,965 Instead of your social, 138 00:11:13,048 --> 00:11:16,301 you could verify your identity with the name of your first pet. 139 00:11:18,595 --> 00:11:19,847 Would you like to do that? 140 00:11:19,930 --> 00:11:20,973 I'm thinking. 141 00:11:22,808 --> 00:11:24,184 Sure. Misty. 142 00:11:24,268 --> 00:11:28,438 -Correct. Now, Josh-- -Sorry, I asked you not to do that. 143 00:11:28,522 --> 00:11:30,190 I'm sorry, we have a script. 144 00:11:31,400 --> 00:11:33,318 Okay. Go ahead. 145 00:11:34,486 --> 00:11:38,615 Josh, according to our records, you owe Global Card Visa over $3,000-- 146 00:11:38,699 --> 00:11:41,201 Yeah, see, I don't have a Global Card Visa. 147 00:11:41,285 --> 00:11:42,411 I don't have that card. 148 00:11:42,494 --> 00:11:45,372 Things are hard economically for all of us, including myself. 149 00:11:45,455 --> 00:11:46,874 -No, you're not listening. -Perhaps-- 150 00:11:46,957 --> 00:11:49,209 You have the wrong person. It's not me. 151 00:11:49,293 --> 00:11:52,212 Josh, you're you. What about Misty? 152 00:11:55,048 --> 00:11:59,970 Can you tell me the last three things that were charged on the card? 153 00:12:01,221 --> 00:12:02,556 Gelson's. 154 00:12:02,639 --> 00:12:03,724 I don't shop there. 155 00:12:03,807 --> 00:12:05,684 Carlito's Way Cocktails. 156 00:12:05,767 --> 00:12:06,894 I don't drink. 157 00:12:08,437 --> 00:12:09,938 Chez Jay's. 158 00:12:13,317 --> 00:12:15,694 -Josh? -Yeah. 159 00:12:15,777 --> 00:12:17,988 -Are you familiar with Chez Jay's and-- -Yeah. 160 00:12:18,572 --> 00:12:21,950 -Have you been there recently? -No, I don't go there. My dad does. 161 00:12:22,034 --> 00:12:23,076 I'm sorry? 162 00:12:24,995 --> 00:12:28,665 I think he probably opened a card in my name or something like that. 163 00:12:28,749 --> 00:12:32,127 He did that once, but it's been a long time. 164 00:12:32,211 --> 00:12:34,004 Josh, do you really expect me to believe that? 165 00:12:34,087 --> 00:12:37,257 You know what? This is starting to give me anxiety, so I'm gonna hang up. 166 00:12:37,341 --> 00:12:40,093 -Please, don't hang up, Josh. -Have a great day. Thanks very much. 167 00:14:07,890 --> 00:14:09,391 "The female vampire bat 168 00:14:09,474 --> 00:14:11,685 is much more social than the male vampire bat." 169 00:14:11,768 --> 00:14:15,731 "Female vampire bats live in groups, unlike the male vampire bats." 170 00:14:15,814 --> 00:14:18,025 "They spend most of their time grooming each other. 171 00:14:18,108 --> 00:14:20,068 This builds up their relationships." 172 00:14:20,152 --> 00:14:23,488 "The more bats you groom, the more relationships you have, 173 00:14:23,572 --> 00:14:26,825 and the better your chances of survival in the wild, 174 00:14:26,909 --> 00:14:29,453 where no one else cares about you. The end." 175 00:14:32,289 --> 00:14:33,415 That was great, you guys. 176 00:14:33,498 --> 00:14:38,253 Okay, so based on what you heard, who has a question about vampire bats? 177 00:14:38,337 --> 00:14:39,338 Mandy. 178 00:14:39,421 --> 00:14:41,590 What about the male vampire bats? 179 00:14:41,673 --> 00:14:42,841 They die. 180 00:14:42,925 --> 00:14:45,802 They don't do any grooming, so they don't have any friends. 181 00:14:45,886 --> 00:14:47,971 Unlike the female vampire bats. 182 00:14:48,055 --> 00:14:50,891 So they're just all alone? Like floating? 183 00:14:50,974 --> 00:14:51,975 That's right. 184 00:15:04,029 --> 00:15:05,197 Hey, Ken. 185 00:15:05,280 --> 00:15:06,490 -Hey, Josh. -Hey, man. 186 00:15:07,074 --> 00:15:09,117 -Would you wanna, I don't know-- -Sorry, what? 187 00:15:09,201 --> 00:15:11,286 I was just saying, if you wanted to grab coffee-- 188 00:15:11,370 --> 00:15:13,580 -I'm sorry, man, I have to go. -Okay. 189 00:15:13,664 --> 00:15:14,998 -Okay, bye. -See ya. 190 00:15:23,632 --> 00:15:25,676 -So it's like a pain? -I don't know. 191 00:15:26,677 --> 00:15:28,303 You just said you were having chest pains. 192 00:15:28,387 --> 00:15:31,139 Yeah, yesterday, I thought I might have been, but I don't know. 193 00:15:32,182 --> 00:15:34,685 Chest pains are serious, man. You should get that shit checked-- 194 00:15:34,768 --> 00:15:38,397 I don't know if that's really what it was. It's hard to tell what's real. 195 00:15:40,148 --> 00:15:41,817 You know, you should exercise more. 196 00:15:42,901 --> 00:15:45,863 -That's great. Thank you. -I'm just saying. Everybody should, right? 197 00:15:45,946 --> 00:15:46,947 Yeah. 198 00:15:49,992 --> 00:15:51,869 -Are you sweating, dude? -It's hot in here. 199 00:15:51,952 --> 00:15:53,036 -No, it's not. -Yeah, it is. 200 00:15:53,120 --> 00:15:54,913 -Something wrong with you. -There's nothing wrong with me. 201 00:15:54,997 --> 00:15:56,665 -Actually you look sick. -I don't look sick! 202 00:15:56,748 --> 00:15:58,208 -You do look sick. -Don't exaggerate. 203 00:15:58,292 --> 00:16:00,252 I'm telling you-- You should go look at yourself. 204 00:16:00,335 --> 00:16:03,213 -Okay. Fine, I'll go look at myself. -Yeah, go. 205 00:16:05,924 --> 00:16:07,467 Jesus, I look white. 206 00:16:07,551 --> 00:16:09,761 That's what I'm saying. Man, you need to handle this, bro. 207 00:16:09,845 --> 00:16:11,430 I don't need to do anything. 208 00:16:11,513 --> 00:16:13,765 -This is your health. This is serious. -It's not my health. 209 00:16:13,849 --> 00:16:15,601 -It's, like, my head. -What? 210 00:16:15,684 --> 00:16:18,979 I'm having anxiety or panic or something. Both. I don't know. 211 00:16:19,813 --> 00:16:21,023 What's the difference? 212 00:16:21,648 --> 00:16:22,858 Shit. Sorry. 213 00:16:24,026 --> 00:16:25,194 How bad is it? 214 00:16:28,405 --> 00:16:29,698 Bad. 215 00:16:29,781 --> 00:16:34,745 Okay. What do you think it is? Hey! What's causing it? 216 00:16:35,871 --> 00:16:37,664 I asked you a question. We can figure this out. 217 00:16:37,748 --> 00:16:39,958 -We're just talking. What's causing it? -I don't know. 218 00:16:40,042 --> 00:16:41,668 Okay. So you say you were anxious. 219 00:16:41,752 --> 00:16:43,420 -What are you anxious about? -I don't know! 220 00:16:43,504 --> 00:16:45,672 -Fuck. -Think. What's bothering you? 221 00:16:46,924 --> 00:16:48,592 -Everything. -Okay. 222 00:16:48,675 --> 00:16:51,637 -Can you narrow it down a bit? -No, it's every thought that I have. 223 00:16:51,720 --> 00:16:54,598 I'm like, "Did I lock my car? Should I go check? 224 00:16:54,681 --> 00:16:56,475 But what if I trip on my way to check? 225 00:16:56,558 --> 00:16:58,435 So then should I just leave my car unlocked?" 226 00:16:58,519 --> 00:17:01,021 Wow. I think we went too narrow on that one. 227 00:17:02,064 --> 00:17:04,066 What are the big things that are bothering you? 228 00:17:04,148 --> 00:17:07,069 Big things? I don't know. The whole world is completely fucked, right? 229 00:17:07,152 --> 00:17:09,195 Yeah. That's just true, man. 230 00:17:10,030 --> 00:17:12,074 No, really, the system's broken. Nobody can fix it. 231 00:17:12,156 --> 00:17:14,785 -Even if we try, it's like trying to stop… -Okay, this isn't helping. 232 00:17:14,867 --> 00:17:16,453 Yeah. No, I see that. 233 00:17:16,537 --> 00:17:19,164 Everybody feels the same way about the state of the world right now. 234 00:17:19,248 --> 00:17:21,625 So it can't be that. Right? So what else? 235 00:17:22,376 --> 00:17:23,585 I don't know. Money? 236 00:17:24,336 --> 00:17:27,839 -Yeah. You're good though, right? -I'm not good. Not really. 237 00:17:27,923 --> 00:17:28,924 -Okay, I know. -Okay, but-- 238 00:17:29,007 --> 00:17:30,801 There are a lot of people that have less money… 239 00:17:30,884 --> 00:17:34,137 -Thank you. -…but I'm never gonna have any real money. 240 00:17:34,221 --> 00:17:35,973 -Right. -I spend everything I make every month 241 00:17:36,056 --> 00:17:39,852 on the rent and food and gas, the student loan. 242 00:17:39,935 --> 00:17:41,812 I mean, I have health insurance, that's good, 243 00:17:41,895 --> 00:17:43,397 but it doesn't cover everything. 244 00:17:43,480 --> 00:17:45,566 If I ever really get sick, I'm fucked. 245 00:17:45,649 --> 00:17:47,192 Come on, we'd GoFund you, man. 246 00:17:48,610 --> 00:17:51,989 No. Can you imagine me putting myself online like that and-- No. 247 00:17:52,072 --> 00:17:54,366 I'd rather just go somewhere private and end it. 248 00:17:54,449 --> 00:17:56,869 Hey, hey. Don't joke with that shit, man. 249 00:17:56,952 --> 00:17:58,370 -What? -No, that's not fucking funny. 250 00:17:58,453 --> 00:18:01,290 -Come on, I didn't mean it like that. -Please, dude. No, I know, but-- 251 00:18:01,373 --> 00:18:04,042 You said you wanna kill yourself because you're so fucking poor. 252 00:18:04,126 --> 00:18:05,669 -I didn't. -That's what you said. 253 00:18:05,752 --> 00:18:08,005 Whatever you said, we don't have money problems. 254 00:18:08,088 --> 00:18:12,551 Like, not really. Right? So what else? 255 00:18:13,969 --> 00:18:15,971 -What else? -I don't know. 256 00:18:17,556 --> 00:18:18,724 I haven't had any… 257 00:18:20,184 --> 00:18:21,185 love. 258 00:18:21,268 --> 00:18:23,729 Anything, you know, in, like, more than a year. 259 00:18:23,812 --> 00:18:26,648 -I think there's something wrong with me. -There's nothing wrong with you. 260 00:18:26,732 --> 00:18:29,568 You're just-- We're just picky. All right, so what else? 261 00:18:30,986 --> 00:18:32,154 I don't know. 262 00:18:35,157 --> 00:18:38,911 It just feels like I blew the whole thing. Like I suck as a person. 263 00:18:39,578 --> 00:18:41,830 -That's not true, man. -Fine, it's not true. 264 00:18:41,914 --> 00:18:42,956 What do you want me to say? 265 00:18:43,040 --> 00:18:45,334 I'm just trying to answer your stupid fucking questions. 266 00:18:46,877 --> 00:18:47,878 Okay. 267 00:18:50,380 --> 00:18:52,758 -Have you tried googling it? -Yes. I tried googling it. 268 00:18:52,841 --> 00:18:54,801 That's all I've been doing for the last four hours. 269 00:18:54,885 --> 00:18:56,637 Just reading bullshit. 270 00:18:56,720 --> 00:18:58,347 I know it's bullshit while I'm reading it. 271 00:18:58,430 --> 00:19:00,724 I'm like, "Maybe if I read one more piece of bullshit, 272 00:19:00,807 --> 00:19:02,184 I'll find something that helps me." 273 00:19:02,851 --> 00:19:05,020 How about this weighted blanket thing? 274 00:19:05,103 --> 00:19:06,688 I saw that. It's $250. 275 00:19:06,772 --> 00:19:09,233 No. Fuck that. We can make our own version. 276 00:19:09,316 --> 00:19:12,444 -You can't make your own version of a-- -Of a heavy blanket? 277 00:19:12,528 --> 00:19:13,654 Of course I can. Watch me. 278 00:19:14,279 --> 00:19:15,322 No! Stay there. 279 00:19:15,405 --> 00:19:16,865 Stay there, I'll be right back. 280 00:19:22,037 --> 00:19:23,205 Get on the floor. 281 00:19:23,789 --> 00:19:24,915 What are you talking about? 282 00:19:24,998 --> 00:19:27,459 You wanna stop feeling like you're feeling, we need to take action. 283 00:19:27,543 --> 00:19:29,837 -I'm gonna go lie down. -If it doesn't work, it doesn't work. 284 00:19:29,920 --> 00:19:31,964 -Just get on the floor. Just try it. -Jesus Christ. 285 00:19:32,047 --> 00:19:33,340 Can you not say that? God. 286 00:19:33,423 --> 00:19:34,508 -Sorry. -Okay. 287 00:19:35,759 --> 00:19:37,928 -Come on, lie down. -I'm lying down. 288 00:19:38,011 --> 00:19:39,221 There you go. 289 00:19:39,805 --> 00:19:41,640 -Are you serious? -How did you think it was gonna work? 290 00:19:41,723 --> 00:19:43,392 -I don't-- -It's a blanket. 291 00:19:44,560 --> 00:19:46,228 -My shoulder. -Sorry. 292 00:19:47,437 --> 00:19:48,522 That's better. 293 00:19:48,605 --> 00:19:51,859 Not for me, but I guess I don't matter. 294 00:19:59,533 --> 00:20:00,659 Maybe we should talk. 295 00:20:04,830 --> 00:20:07,249 -You feeling less anxious? -No, I'm really not. 296 00:20:10,586 --> 00:20:11,587 Wait. 297 00:20:12,087 --> 00:20:13,755 -What are you doing? -Wait. One sec. 298 00:20:13,839 --> 00:20:14,840 What? 299 00:20:14,923 --> 00:20:16,091 The Dodgers are on. 300 00:20:21,722 --> 00:20:24,224 -God, you're really sweaty. -Yeah, 'cause it's not working at all. 301 00:20:24,308 --> 00:20:26,101 You haven't even given it a chance yet. 302 00:20:29,855 --> 00:20:31,273 -I'm getting up. -Where are you going? 303 00:20:31,356 --> 00:20:33,358 -I'm getting-- -No, you are not! No, sir! 304 00:20:33,442 --> 00:20:35,944 -I need some time to think. Okay? -You need to deal with this. 305 00:20:36,028 --> 00:20:38,447 I'm not gonna leave you alone after all the shit you just said. 306 00:20:38,530 --> 00:20:40,157 Hey! Hey, hey! 307 00:20:40,240 --> 00:20:41,408 Listen. I'm sorry. 308 00:20:41,491 --> 00:20:44,661 I'm sorry, but this is how it is, okay? So either stick with this weighted blanket 309 00:20:44,745 --> 00:20:47,039 or tell me what else you're gonna do to figure this out. 310 00:21:10,270 --> 00:21:13,524 Hi, I'm here for the breath workshop. 311 00:21:13,607 --> 00:21:15,609 Down the hall, first door on the right. 312 00:21:15,692 --> 00:21:18,946 Okay. And I read online it's pay what you can. 313 00:21:19,029 --> 00:21:20,822 -Is that right? -Yes, it is. 314 00:21:20,906 --> 00:21:25,661 Cool, so is that like $5 or $20 or… 315 00:21:25,744 --> 00:21:26,745 Sure. 316 00:21:27,371 --> 00:21:29,581 I mean, are there any guidelines? 317 00:21:29,665 --> 00:21:31,500 Yes. Pay what you can. 318 00:21:32,292 --> 00:21:33,502 Right. 319 00:21:33,585 --> 00:21:37,297 I just don't know what the going rate is for a breath workshop. 320 00:21:37,965 --> 00:21:38,966 Me neither. 321 00:21:41,802 --> 00:21:44,555 Okay. I mean, I wanna pay what's fair. 322 00:21:45,681 --> 00:21:48,976 I'd just rather not overpay. You know what I mean? 323 00:21:52,688 --> 00:21:56,567 Could you maybe just tell me, like, what do most people pay? 324 00:21:56,650 --> 00:21:58,485 I'm sorry. I really couldn't do that. 325 00:21:59,361 --> 00:22:01,864 Why not? I'm not asking you to do something illegal or… 326 00:22:01,947 --> 00:22:04,241 I mean, it's breaking an ethical boundary. 327 00:22:07,661 --> 00:22:10,163 How about I just wait and 328 00:22:10,247 --> 00:22:12,291 this person coming, I can just see what they pay. 329 00:22:12,374 --> 00:22:14,751 I would prefer if you didn't do that. 330 00:22:15,961 --> 00:22:16,962 Okay. 331 00:22:19,506 --> 00:22:24,636 Okay. So… here. 332 00:22:25,137 --> 00:22:26,763 -Do you want change? -I don't know. 333 00:22:53,874 --> 00:22:54,875 Hi. 334 00:23:00,005 --> 00:23:01,006 Sorry. 335 00:23:25,948 --> 00:23:28,617 Hi, everybody. I'm Chris. 336 00:23:38,210 --> 00:23:41,755 Thank you all for deciding to be here today. 337 00:23:42,339 --> 00:23:45,801 This group has never existed before. It will never exist again. 338 00:23:48,136 --> 00:23:51,598 Now, does anyone want to share what brought them in today? 339 00:23:51,682 --> 00:23:53,141 Hi, Alice. What's going on? 340 00:23:53,851 --> 00:23:56,478 I've been in a really dark place this week. 341 00:23:56,562 --> 00:23:58,105 Your daughter-in-law? 342 00:23:58,188 --> 00:24:02,150 Among other things. My dog is dying. 343 00:24:03,193 --> 00:24:04,403 That is sad. 344 00:24:05,320 --> 00:24:07,656 That's what you said last week when I told you. 345 00:24:09,283 --> 00:24:10,576 It's still sad. 346 00:24:12,452 --> 00:24:13,453 Anyone else? 347 00:24:14,830 --> 00:24:15,831 Hey, yeah? 348 00:24:17,374 --> 00:24:20,085 I have a lot of blockage around intimacy 349 00:24:20,169 --> 00:24:22,504 that stems from a highly chaotic childhood. 350 00:24:22,588 --> 00:24:23,881 Sorry to hear that. 351 00:24:23,964 --> 00:24:27,551 I, too, had a highly chaotic childhood, and I find this work really helpful. 352 00:24:35,642 --> 00:24:38,103 Sorry, I'm kinda distracted, I guess. 353 00:24:39,980 --> 00:24:43,692 I… paid $20 for this, 354 00:24:43,775 --> 00:24:46,320 and I'm starting to realize I think I paid too much. 355 00:24:48,697 --> 00:24:51,074 The work will help get rid of that distraction. 356 00:24:53,410 --> 00:24:54,578 Anyone else? 357 00:24:55,454 --> 00:24:58,165 I was feeling very alone today. 358 00:25:02,794 --> 00:25:04,004 You're not anymore. 359 00:25:07,257 --> 00:25:10,302 Okay, so let's get started. 360 00:25:10,385 --> 00:25:14,348 For the first 20 minutes or so we're gonna breathe into our belly, 361 00:25:15,432 --> 00:25:16,600 into our chest, 362 00:25:17,142 --> 00:25:18,894 and then exhale through the mouth. 363 00:25:26,026 --> 00:25:29,571 So when you're ready, find yourselves on your backs. 364 00:25:31,740 --> 00:25:33,659 Make yourself comfortable on your mat. 365 00:25:35,619 --> 00:25:36,828 Close your eyes. 366 00:25:38,664 --> 00:25:39,831 And we will begin.